YCC 121.03.09
Katya got called away to do Navy stuff near her home planet, Nakri. It's near Sarum Prime, and it's absolutely beautiful. The views from her House were really really pretty! I went with her cause I didn't want to be away from her. I hate when she leaves me, but I know she has to sometimes. I guess I been neglect my Duties a little bit whenever I'm away, but I don't care. I need to be with Katya, and Gwyneth takes care of the day-to-day stuff when I'm not there anyway. That's her job.
Anyway, I didn't know I was gonna meet her mother. That was SUPER SCARY. Like, I didn't know what to say, or do, or anything. I didn't even know how to properly eat my soup at dinner in front of them. Katya's brother Felix was there too. He likes to smoke a pipe for some reason, and seems really into building stuff. He was super nice. Her mother was really nice too, but I was super worried she wouldn't like me. She said stuff about maybe it being a little hard because of the differences in our Houses, and, like, me and Katya's age difference, but whatever. That part will be fine, I think. I invited both Felix and Eudoxia to visit Naf.
I have to admit that do worry sometimes that I'm too young like people say, and too inexperienced or.... or too dumb and stuff for her too. I want her to be with the best person she can be cause she deserves it, and I'm worried sometimes that that's not me. I'll try to deserve her as best as I can. I hope I do ok.
I've decided that Katya will stop being my Head of Security. I tried to ask Lord deSilvestris if Alex could be my new one, but he says something about him maybe changing jobs or something, so not being able to ? I don't really understand, but it's really disappointing. Alex is one of my favourite people, and I would've liked to have been able to give him a somewhat permanent spot here. It'd have been good for Ishta, too. I'm still going to allow him to build a House for himself on Naf and in the Dawn Star, though. Maybe I'll authorize a small deSilvestris Compound in both places, so her whole family has places to stay whenever they're here. I'm sure that Katya will like having her family able to visit whenever they want to.
I guess that's all for now. You know, I guess they were right. Putting this all down does seem to help calm me down. And it helps me remember, too, since I seem to forgot tons of stuff lately for some reason.
